Farewell

After the cross country, i rush back home..
Later on, Hui Ching pick me up at 11am...
So paiseh to her, she been waiting there since 11 am..
But i came down at 11.10 am because i havent finish bathing considered i arrived home about 10.55 am, cause of the traffic jam...

Our farewell started at 11.30 am..
Luckily, we were not the last one to arrive there (Seoul Garden)..
wakaka..
we have a lot of different food and drinks there..
nice..
7 of us sat in 2 different tables...
Hui Ching, Hui ling, Chai Ling and me share a table..
Kam Yoke, Guat Peng ang Angie share another one..
whats the difference is, the food on their table mostly consists of the vegetables, fruits, fishball etc...
But ours are meat..
Wakaka..
By the way, they eat much more lesser than us too (not worth la..)

Pn Ong, Pn Huong, Pn Anna Khor anD Pn XXX join us then..
(I dunno who the last teacher was)...
They ate even lesser...

Total Bill= Rm 248. 58
= Rm 248.60
Sooooooooooooooooooo Expensive la....

Chai Ling's favourite soup, seaweed + egg.....

All the meat and the soup...

From left Hui Ling, Hui Ching and Kam Yoke...

Chai Ling and me (One of the perfect photo with her, wakaka....)

With Pn Huong, Angie was holding the camera while Guat Peng went to the washroom...

Not perfect anymore since they are missing here, sobx sobx...

Blessings for a couple.

6th june 08.I've went for a christian wedding ceremony.It's my neighbour's wedding day.This is a blissful day for them.the church was well decorated.with many 'JESUS' words.haha...The ceremony was just like what we watch in tv,the priest asked the couple will them be together no matter what happen,share the joys and burden together and be loyal to each other...etc. Then,they exchanged the ring.The wedding was started by singing song,then followed by exhortation and benediction.The preist also told us many stories which happen in our life.Before the ending of the ceremony,we were invited to have ur teabreak.All the snacks ans cakes are delicious.And of course,I've eaten many of it...haha...But,I didn't go for the dinner,and I'm spending time to write this.
Holidays are gonna end soon...have a nice day!

Finally I'm done with it!

This is such a total whack of Gossip Girl's spoiler!

Well, to both of my best friends in the whole world..you both might just skip the season finale as well.
Bad ending it is!! If you're hoping for a sweet memory do forgo episode 18.
I mean, dont they have a better way to end things?
Well, a simple way, keep Dan and Serena, Chuck and Blair, Rufus and Lily, Nathaniel and Vannessa, together! You bastards!
At least I agree with the producer's idea for using the ending song of episode 13 as the ending song. Yeah..happily never after.

Now this is why I love my country

I first heard the songs two days ago from hitz.fm. This is what I call, love for nation. If that's what our artises are doing for free, why can't we?



Spotted in the video: Afdlin Shauki . Awie . Ning Baizura . Atilia . Jaclyn Victor . Reshmonu . Pete Teo . Jason Lo . Tony Fernandes . Maya Karin . Harith Iskander . Singletrackmind . Chan Fong . Mark Teh . Sharifah Amani . Amber CHia . Nick Lee . Liang You Cheng . Joe Loy . Ho Yuhang . Yasmin Ahmad, Daniel Lee (And a lot whom I dunno)


Currently as a new website promoting united nation, for more song and video downloads, click here. Support please!

6/5/2007

It's 9 days from today
Will be the 1st anniversary
(If everything didn't went wrong)







....why am I still not moving on?

Attached: Eternal Flame/Atomic Kitten

Eternity
This word came to life in front of my eyes.
This happened two days ago, when I saw an aged couple waiting to cross the road.
As it was the afterwork time, the road is pretty much filled with speeding cars.
I offered help to the old couple which was kindly turned down by the old man.
Moments later, the two of them strolled hand in hand crossing the road with some difficulty.
The husband felt the importance to protect his wife, even in his weak condition.
The incident had brought tears to my eyes, it did.

I've always envied the relationship of old couples that lasts for a lifetime.
Eventhough they were not given a chance to choose their partner, usually they ended up very much in love with each other till the edge of life.
The book I'm reading now, entitled The Gathering by Anne Enright, too, stressed on describing the love of her grandparents, that were still engaged in their world of love and care, at the age of 90s.
Nowadays the rate of divorce is so high that, someone once told me a total of 75% marriage will end up in seperation.
Being brought up in a divorced family, I have long forgotten what it felt like to see, trust and believe in eternity.

I may be exaggerating a lil bit too much, I may emphasize too much on eternal love. But,
Thank you God, for once again bringing back the feeling, the sense within the heart of a teenager that was lost for a long time.
Thank you God, for letting me witness such a heart warming scene, I truly do.

Oops, Colbie's gonna sue me for this!

Take time to realize
That your world is
Crashin down on you
Take time to realize
That no one's on your side
Didnt I didnt I tell you?

But I can spell it out for you
No one's ever gonna be on your side
Yes, you are alone

If you just realize what I've just realize
Then you'd be perfect for the real world
And will never regret why you have changed
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
we betrayed each other now

If you just realize what I just realize
Then we'd be perfect for each other
Just realize why we aint best friends
*anymore*

Take time to realize
Oh~wow she's not your life
Didnt I didnt I tell you
Time flies without you mind
This all will pass you by *soon*
Didnt I warn you?

But I can spell it out for you
Yes life is always complicated
Yes it is com-pli-ca-ted

If you just realize what I've just realize
Then you'd be perfect for the real world
And will never regret why you have changed
Just realized what I just realized
You'd never have to wonder if
She betrayed you always and always

It's always the same
Yes it's always the same~
If you dont sensed it too
If she leaves you half way
If you leave her half way
It will makes no difference too

If you just realize what I've just realize
Then you should be opting for the better
And will take back what she snatches *from you*
Just realized what I just realized
You'd never have to wonder if
You'd made the right choice

I've just realized all I've just realize

Owooowoo

You'll missed what you left behind *now*
What you left behind now

Realize, realize
Realize, realize

The lyrics are for you.

Aww..Departure

Hubby Jesse's gonna release his brand new album in 20 May 08, with just a gap of 1 year since his previos album 'Righ Where You Want Me'. Here's a sneak peak of the album song, "Leavin"!

Shall we try these?

I found these in a fowarded email. Press photos to enlarge.

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今早就去了裳坪家，老实说，心情极度的好。
到了GURNEY后，心情变了！
家雯问了问我，今天是干嘛？一整天脸臭臭？
我当时心情极度的差，因此不想回答，只是不停的说：我没有生气！

考试过后，我就在那儿PLAN几时要出去，要叫谁？真的很兴奋的！
哪知因为因为时间无法配和我们三个，而一直的改日期还是无法配合，结果还差一点儿就彼此心存介蹄，就快彼此不爽彼此了。所幸最后迎刃而解，征绘还是没有JOIN我们。没办法！
今天到了GURNEY后，我不明白是我讲话反应慢还是怎样，我每次在说话，还没说完，肯定有另的人插进来，她这一插就插了好长的一个对话。等她讲完后，我想继续我的对话，结果还是被打断！我肯定她不是故意的）一气之下，我就不想再讲！不讲时，别人又讲我脸臭臭。我无言。（不要问我为何不把我的不满说出来，我有我的理由。）

到了看戏时，我说了这段话：10000BC 制作很庞大，可是不好笑！
家雯：AMY 啊！我刚才看到你一直都很不耐烦。因为你对这出戏有偏见，所以才觉得不好看。Come on，why cant u just enjoy it？最多我download jumper 给你。
对，本来我的确不想看10000BC的，我要看JUMPER，可是经过萍金、亿珍、慧卿的一致赞同，我也想看了。 我进戏院时，我还蛮喜欢10000BC的，OK！既然你说我有偏见，那就有偏见咯！结果整出戏都因为我的偏见而不好看了。我看戏不可能静静的，我一定有很多小动作，可能这就变成我的不耐烦了。结果我更不想说话！

在厕所拍照时，家雯叫我也一起拍，我拒绝。她问了问：征绘在时，你都没有这样（臭着脸），为什么现在这样？
答：因为心情不好，所以不要拍，因为征绘在时，有人可以跟我讲话！I just dont like to be abandoned！Not that i dont want to join u gals， in fact， i m nt able to join in。

还有些事情，懒惰解释了。手酸了。我不大喜欢TYPE华文的，很慢。哪知自己英文不好，只好这样咯！
不过所有的事情都是我本身有问题，事情并不大，只是我把它弄成很大件事，可能我还未有足够的容忍之心吧！
我会尽量改善了。

我不解

有很多机会，错过了，就不会再来过。
也有很多事情，发生了，谁也淡忘不了。
伤口会痊愈，但却留下了伤疤。
那伤疤都在提醒着当时所承受的痛，更教会了我们要懂得保护自己，不要让自己受到伤害。
人永远都是自私的，差别只在于个人的自私程度。
有个人告诉我说，把自己的内心封锁起来，是保护自己的最佳方法，因为心灵的伤害比肉体的伤害来得痛，而且很难痊愈。
简单来说，就是做个假人！
如过真的有本事做到喜怒不容于色，不让人知道真实的你，我想你受伤的机会不高吧？人最擅长就是攻与心计。
也有人告诉我，如果真实的你会伤害到别人，那就做个虚假的你吧！
难道就是为了迎合别人，不要伤害别人，就伪装自己？
又或许知道自己的言语、意见、不满会伤害到那人而选择不说吗？
还是把自己对她/他的不满选择以另一种方式奉还给她/他？
课本说的对，世上最宽阔的是海洋，比海洋宽阔的是天空，比天空宽阔的是胸怀。
难道原谅、宽容一个人的错误有那么难吗？
非得时时刻刻提醒、记着那人曾经犯的错不可吗？
你们几是才能学会宽容啊？
我不解。
Thing doesn’t go right nearly，out of my expectation， just turn upside down…..
sorry....

A trip to the salon

Today went for CLHS's edu fair with Shirlyn. We went there to have a look after a sudden decision, considering we live so far from there. Disappointed. The fair was much much smaller than what others described. And there's not really a lot of colleges, almost the same as CDK's (No offence). But the place was so crowded, *smirk*, with outsiders, CDK girls and a little too many of its students (Amy & Joce's friends).
After that went Prangin with her again, did our hair and buy some stuff.

Promoting Hair.Impression:
Temporary perm - $15
Hair cut+Wash - $10-$15
Hair cut (Fringe) - $5
Hair treatment+wash - $35(Free treatment solution)
*And both us did the last two options

Its bubbly!


Treament-ing


She's the same too!


Finally..we're done!


Can you see us?!

If I Were...

10 thing I'll be/do if I were an American:

1. Own a silver Mitsubishi Convertible or Volks Wagon Beetle by the age of 16.
2. Give my full support and vote for Obama in the grand election.
3. Go to a boarding school and opt for the calculus class.
4. Move to Beverly Hills once I reached 18 and start my Walk of Fame.
5. Buy a triple-storey mansion with a pool and jacuzi located in Miami.
6. Find out the existence of: Tree Hill town, Clothes over Bro's brand, Nip/Tuck Plastic Surgery, my fave characters in Heroes.
7. Have my fave selection I-phone, Backberry, PDA, Motorola cell etc.
8. Stop my attitude towards anti-PDA (Public-Display-of-Affection)
9. Partying throughout weekdays and enjoy S'mores BBQ in the weekends!
10. Show off my bikini top at the Malibu beach! (Censored ^^)

M not equals to W

God has created us human beings, each with their own intelligence. Perhaps,a lil' bit too much for one person. It's not really a fair deal, you know? Sometimes, we tend to forget that, the world is not only made up of one person, indeed it is a society, a place filled with people's unity. A human being should understand that, instead of just a 'ME' word, there is a 'WE' too. Has anyone realised that the 'M' is just an inverse of the word 'W'? By just inversely placed the alphabet, it can actually be changing the whole meaning of it. Hard to believe small act brings lotsa differences huh? And yes, by realising this, shouldn't we keep to ourselves that we should be unite, believe and trust in the word 'WE'? And in order to achieve that, isn't it approprite for us to learn on how to tolerate, accept, cooperate and so on? And not just applying only the word 'ME' in life and hope on others to surrender to just you huh? Maybe, today, as you read through, you will be saying that I'm making this a big deal, and denying that you're such a person. Someday, someday, you will know, and be grateful of what we did, for you.

A lil' note from me:
My parents named me and my sister, me as Karwen, my sis as Karming. In which our initials are spelled as 'KW' and 'KM', the inversed word 'M' and 'W', I guess, they're hoping us sisters to be united too?

A Lovely Morning

Arrive at the school early in the morning since i was told by jin ling that i need to arrive there by 7.30 am. While waiting, jin ling, debbie and geraldine take photo at the primary school. Finally, the bus depart at 8.00 am, pity me that i waste my sleeping time ad, sobx sobx...

Later when arrive at Hutan Lipur, the first respond from every one of us was, OMG!!! y should we come??? that place was really not as wonderful as we think, just, emm... a forest i think....
Whats happen next. just let the photo tell the story la....
I am nt really good in words, dont want embarass myslf here...
wakaka...

(P/s We was really hungry after went into the water. However, just realise that we didnt take any food there, so, we were forced to try the malay food there. The food there was really not delicious at all, i was eating a plate of totally scorched kuet teow, but somehow Phooi Mun said it was delicious since she like the taste. By the way, she ate the most that day.)

All The Black's

How can I make this private?

The past few weeks had been a total 360 degrees spin for me. Seems like its only filled with anger, disappointment, humiliation, pressure, pain and friendship trouble. And not to mention I was scolded as a pig during examination. Its hurts to type this out, but as I promised to J, if I don't type out I'm gonna have a total mental breakdown anytime. Duh how I wish I could just went back to 4 years 2 months ago to turn back time and fix all the mistakes I've done through out my secondary education. And yes, I am now suffering the consequnces, indeed been suffering for the past 2 years, of those individuals who were hurt deeply my harsh words and blunt comments. And for the past two weeks, I received real pay back. Oh how I wish I would just die of humiliation. How would you feel to have your best friends saying you're a spendrift person? Or calling you a pig? Or making a statement of what you did whom you hurt and trying to do the same thing to you?

And when it comes to a friendship of 3 friends that had gone a long way since then(I'm just telling a story), they started tearing apart each other's life. Friend A don't likes Friend B, Friend A complaint to Friend C, secretly Friends B and C dislike Friend A, one day Friend B reports to Friend A... And that will be the day the friends are no longer friends anymore. They began to backstab each other, and as time passed, they cant believing in each other anymore, they grew apart, and poof! The whole BFF thing is gone.

Talk about humiliation, when I was in library today, something which I've only seen in TV happened to me, in real life. As I was in the dark corner of the library, Abg walked past me with Prsc. About two steps from my seat, of which I saw them through the reflection of book case's mirror. P said to Ab, "You know what? I just asked Ms. Lim..she said none of us failed in add maths..well except for..kkw...*giggles*"
And guess what, I just can't pretend nothing happened. She turned around and saw me. For you, Prsc, ever heard of the phrase sorry no cure? Your apologize just wont work for me, thank you very much. And I can't deny that my results suck this term, as I still haven't take any tuition then, thank you very much again. I'm gonna prove to, not just you, but to all those around me who's willing to show some care...that you won't see me failing anymore. And one more thing, prepare yourself, God won't let you get away with this easily either.


Fellow readers of this post, pologize from me, if you find this post out of sequence. I believed its is hard to understand and my language skill is totally out of order today. I'm sorry. I just can't take it anymore. How I wished I can just cry into my pillows.

The Most Annoying TV Commercial

Feb 24th Sunday Star's Beijing Express article declared this heng yuan xiang's 1 minute commercial as the most annoying commercial ever made in China. I actually laugh my head off through out the 1 minute period.

这星期

只有一个字形容这星期——晕。

星期一晚上因忘了某项假期功课，只好熬夜赶完它，搞得隔天上课时，睏极了。尤其是物理课！
在物理自修的时刻，马上趴在桌子睡着了，物理老师还敲了敲桌子把我叫醒。
这一敲，真的把我给敲醒了，过后的几节课都没再打瞌睡了。
Thank God！
那天回家后，睡了超长的午觉，结果晚上失眠了。

隔天，
星期三还是一样，无精打采，第一节——道德节时把功课搞到一团糟。过后不知怎么的就精神起来。
过后同龄辅导团聚会，
因为忙着跟家雯和裳坪讲话，而没注意听老师解释关于升学的东西而被训话，
说我不负责任，
很不爽她，也不知哪来的勇气，便顶了她几句
“老师你也在讲座会进行时睡觉啊！”
糟了！这下糟了！
结果我又被训话了——是更长的训话。
聚会后有红组练习，大热天操步，
那天，累透了！
晚上又忙着做功课，结果又2点多才入睡。

星期四，
我妈可能因为情人节而太兴奋了,
结果看错时间，把5.30 am看成 6.30am,
无端端把我叫醒，我也以为睡迟了，看也没看时钟便跳了起来。
到最后才知道我妈看错时间了。
只好吩咐我妈泡咖啡给我——咖啡不能多喝，会失效！
那天上课时，真的超精神！做起功课也容易得多。
补习后，我在补习车上被气哭了！
是被气哭了！
本来心情已被那些“过度活跃”的小孩在车上又奔又跳又喊而变得很糟了，
哪知....
补习在6.45 pm结束，我 8 点才回到家，气得我流泪了。
真的被气哭了！
早知如此，我走路回算了，走路都不需要1小时！
回到家妈妈还骂我干嘛酱迟？
就因为她要把剩菜给整理，说我在耽误她的时间！
一气之下，就没吃晚饭！
晚上，本来已睡着了我被拜天公的鞭炮声吵醒了。
那时的我真的很想喊出来！！！！！！！！

隔天还是一样——爱睡！！！！！累！！！！
到了星期六，幸好一切都称心如意！
忙了整个星期的做寿司活动终于大功告成！
真的松了一口气！

Gerko-2

What are the crowds for?


Preparation in the process!


What are the key igredients to the greatest sushi by me? XD


Ours~


Juniors'


A big toast to our successful event!

『施舍』

新年前的数日，对面组屋来了两位印藉小男孩，自称是要买我家的那架老铁马。
来了两趟后，妈咪她被打动了，在孩子们假惺惺的推辞下，把陪伴了我四年中学生涯的脚车，送了出去。
我…看不过这一切
两栋组屋相隔如此远，对于两个小男孩，会闲得去看谁家的脚车出售？
小男孩们以需要骑车到学校为借口，却在两日后让我碰见他们在尝试拆散零件。
在加上，小男孩以买主身份前来，为啥没有开价的企图？而妈咪决定送他们时，为啥他们又要求多多？
看不过…并不是因为金钱问题，在于她被骗了，不值。
要我当成施舍？好难。

今天，不愉快的情人节，单身度过还算好，更遭的事在后头…
组别练习前，突然朋友递来了个钱包，说是我掉了。
那时好奇怪，明明我就没走到那儿，为什么钱包会掉落在那？
过后才发觉，里边的$十五，不翼而飞了。
嫌疑犯，自己应心知肚明。
我就弄不懂，作为一个小学生，难道家长供给的零用钱真的不够吗？
这也难怪，这叛逆期的臭小子，一天能吃如此多的冰淇淋，相比钱就是这样找来？
亿珍说，天网恢恢，疏而不漏？
你以为，偷了一笔小财，又幸逃过这一截，就一辈子不会被发觉了吗？
我这人可是很有耐心的，有天，你上中学了，小祸酿成大祸，届时我会大笑！
天有眼，你终有一天会为你的所作所为，付上一辈子都无法挽回的代价！
而今天的事，就当作是我为你这小人，作出的施舍，我呸！