6/5/2007

It's 9 days from today
Will be the 1st anniversary
(If everything didn't went wrong)







....why am I still not moving on?

Attached: Eternal Flame/Atomic Kitten

Eternity
This word came to life in front of my eyes.
This happened two days ago, when I saw an aged couple waiting to cross the road.
As it was the afterwork time, the road is pretty much filled with speeding cars.
I offered help to the old couple which was kindly turned down by the old man.
Moments later, the two of them strolled hand in hand crossing the road with some difficulty.
The husband felt the importance to protect his wife, even in his weak condition.
The incident had brought tears to my eyes, it did.

I've always envied the relationship of old couples that lasts for a lifetime.
Eventhough they were not given a chance to choose their partner, usually they ended up very much in love with each other till the edge of life.
The book I'm reading now, entitled The Gathering by Anne Enright, too, stressed on describing the love of her grandparents, that were still engaged in their world of love and care, at the age of 90s.
Nowadays the rate of divorce is so high that, someone once told me a total of 75% marriage will end up in seperation.
Being brought up in a divorced family, I have long forgotten what it felt like to see, trust and believe in eternity.

I may be exaggerating a lil bit too much, I may emphasize too much on eternal love. But,
Thank you God, for once again bringing back the feeling, the sense within the heart of a teenager that was lost for a long time.
Thank you God, for letting me witness such a heart warming scene, I truly do.

Oops, Colbie's gonna sue me for this!

Take time to realize
That your world is
Crashin down on you
Take time to realize
That no one's on your side
Didnt I didnt I tell you?

But I can spell it out for you
No one's ever gonna be on your side
Yes, you are alone

If you just realize what I've just realize
Then you'd be perfect for the real world
And will never regret why you have changed
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
we betrayed each other now

If you just realize what I just realize
Then we'd be perfect for each other
Just realize why we aint best friends
*anymore*

Take time to realize
Oh~wow she's not your life
Didnt I didnt I tell you
Time flies without you mind
This all will pass you by *soon*
Didnt I warn you?

But I can spell it out for you
Yes life is always complicated
Yes it is com-pli-ca-ted

If you just realize what I've just realize
Then you'd be perfect for the real world
And will never regret why you have changed
Just realized what I just realized
You'd never have to wonder if
She betrayed you always and always

It's always the same
Yes it's always the same~
If you dont sensed it too
If she leaves you half way
If you leave her half way
It will makes no difference too

If you just realize what I've just realize
Then you should be opting for the better
And will take back what she snatches *from you*
Just realized what I just realized
You'd never have to wonder if
You'd made the right choice

I've just realized all I've just realize

Owooowoo

You'll missed what you left behind *now*
What you left behind now

Realize, realize
Realize, realize

The lyrics are for you.