How can I make this private?

The past few weeks had been a total 360 degrees spin for me. Seems like its only filled with anger, disappointment, humiliation, pressure, pain and friendship trouble. And not to mention I was scolded as a pig during examination. Its hurts to type this out, but as I promised to J, if I don't type out I'm gonna have a total mental breakdown anytime. Duh how I wish I could just went back to 4 years 2 months ago to turn back time and fix all the mistakes I've done through out my secondary education. And yes, I am now suffering the consequnces, indeed been suffering for the past 2 years, of those individuals who were hurt deeply my harsh words and blunt comments. And for the past two weeks, I received real pay back. Oh how I wish I would just die of humiliation. How would you feel to have your best friends saying you're a spendrift person? Or calling you a pig? Or making a statement of what you did whom you hurt and trying to do the same thing to you?

And when it comes to a friendship of 3 friends that had gone a long way since then(I'm just telling a story), they started tearing apart each other's life. Friend A don't likes Friend B, Friend A complaint to Friend C, secretly Friends B and C dislike Friend A, one day Friend B reports to Friend A... And that will be the day the friends are no longer friends anymore. They began to backstab each other, and as time passed, they cant believing in each other anymore, they grew apart, and poof! The whole BFF thing is gone.

Talk about humiliation, when I was in library today, something which I've only seen in TV happened to me, in real life. As I was in the dark corner of the library, Abg walked past me with Prsc. About two steps from my seat, of which I saw them through the reflection of book case's mirror. P said to Ab, "You know what? I just asked Ms. Lim..she said none of us failed in add maths..well except for..kkw...*giggles*"
And guess what, I just can't pretend nothing happened. She turned around and saw me. For you, Prsc, ever heard of the phrase sorry no cure? Your apologize just wont work for me, thank you very much. And I can't deny that my results suck this term, as I still haven't take any tuition then, thank you very much again. I'm gonna prove to, not just you, but to all those around me who's willing to show some care...that you won't see me failing anymore. And one more thing, prepare yourself, God won't let you get away with this easily either.


Fellow readers of this post, pologize from me, if you find this post out of sequence. I believed its is hard to understand and my language skill is totally out of order today. I'm sorry. I just can't take it anymore. How I wished I can just cry into my pillows.

The Most Annoying TV Commercial

Feb 24th Sunday Star's Beijing Express article declared this heng yuan xiang's 1 minute commercial as the most annoying commercial ever made in China. I actually laugh my head off through out the 1 minute period.

这星期

只有一个字形容这星期——晕。

星期一晚上因忘了某项假期功课，只好熬夜赶完它，搞得隔天上课时，睏极了。尤其是物理课！
在物理自修的时刻，马上趴在桌子睡着了，物理老师还敲了敲桌子把我叫醒。
这一敲，真的把我给敲醒了，过后的几节课都没再打瞌睡了。
Thank God！
那天回家后，睡了超长的午觉，结果晚上失眠了。

隔天，
星期三还是一样，无精打采，第一节——道德节时把功课搞到一团糟。过后不知怎么的就精神起来。
过后同龄辅导团聚会，
因为忙着跟家雯和裳坪讲话，而没注意听老师解释关于升学的东西而被训话，
说我不负责任，
很不爽她，也不知哪来的勇气，便顶了她几句
“老师你也在讲座会进行时睡觉啊！”
糟了！这下糟了！
结果我又被训话了——是更长的训话。
聚会后有红组练习，大热天操步，
那天，累透了！
晚上又忙着做功课，结果又2点多才入睡。

星期四，
我妈可能因为情人节而太兴奋了,
结果看错时间，把5.30 am看成 6.30am,
无端端把我叫醒，我也以为睡迟了，看也没看时钟便跳了起来。
到最后才知道我妈看错时间了。
只好吩咐我妈泡咖啡给我——咖啡不能多喝，会失效！
那天上课时，真的超精神！做起功课也容易得多。
补习后，我在补习车上被气哭了！
是被气哭了！
本来心情已被那些“过度活跃”的小孩在车上又奔又跳又喊而变得很糟了，
哪知....
补习在6.45 pm结束，我 8 点才回到家，气得我流泪了。
真的被气哭了！
早知如此，我走路回算了，走路都不需要1小时！
回到家妈妈还骂我干嘛酱迟？
就因为她要把剩菜给整理，说我在耽误她的时间！
一气之下，就没吃晚饭！
晚上，本来已睡着了我被拜天公的鞭炮声吵醒了。
那时的我真的很想喊出来！！！！！！！！

隔天还是一样——爱睡！！！！！累！！！！
到了星期六，幸好一切都称心如意！
忙了整个星期的做寿司活动终于大功告成！
真的松了一口气！

Gerko-2

What are the crowds for?


Preparation in the process!


What are the key igredients to the greatest sushi by me? XD


Ours~


Juniors'


A big toast to our successful event!

『施舍』

新年前的数日，对面组屋来了两位印藉小男孩，自称是要买我家的那架老铁马。
来了两趟后，妈咪她被打动了，在孩子们假惺惺的推辞下，把陪伴了我四年中学生涯的脚车，送了出去。
我…看不过这一切
两栋组屋相隔如此远，对于两个小男孩，会闲得去看谁家的脚车出售？
小男孩们以需要骑车到学校为借口，却在两日后让我碰见他们在尝试拆散零件。
在加上，小男孩以买主身份前来，为啥没有开价的企图？而妈咪决定送他们时，为啥他们又要求多多？
看不过…并不是因为金钱问题，在于她被骗了，不值。
要我当成施舍？好难。

今天，不愉快的情人节，单身度过还算好，更遭的事在后头…
组别练习前，突然朋友递来了个钱包，说是我掉了。
那时好奇怪，明明我就没走到那儿，为什么钱包会掉落在那？
过后才发觉，里边的$十五，不翼而飞了。
嫌疑犯，自己应心知肚明。
我就弄不懂，作为一个小学生，难道家长供给的零用钱真的不够吗？
这也难怪，这叛逆期的臭小子，一天能吃如此多的冰淇淋，相比钱就是这样找来？
亿珍说，天网恢恢，疏而不漏？
你以为，偷了一笔小财，又幸逃过这一截，就一辈子不会被发觉了吗？
我这人可是很有耐心的，有天，你上中学了，小祸酿成大祸，届时我会大笑！
天有眼，你终有一天会为你的所作所为，付上一辈子都无法挽回的代价！
而今天的事，就当作是我为你这小人，作出的施舍，我呸！

Happy Valentine's Day

This was a story I heard when watching a cantonese drama series. Who would've thought its a real, touching story? Watch the video. The combination of Elliot Yammin's Wait For You and the video..it'll make you shed a tear.

San Alfonso del Mar

The world’s largest pool in the San Alfonso del Mar resort. It’s an artificial beach lagoon which has a 1000 meters long outdoor pool. The resort includes white sand beaches and palm trees around every building. The water is pumped from the ocean, which is then filtered and treated before supplying to the pool. I love this place so much. Maybe I will be there 1 day, who knows?

无聊

跟妈妈的一段对话......

妈妈 : 邱公司龙山堂有一个青年团，会搞很多有趣活动的，你要参加吗？
我 ： 不要啦，我没时间！
妈妈 ： 你做什么大生意啊？没时间？我比你忙都还有时间！你没时间？
我 ： 今年功课很多， 很忙！况且，有时间也跟朋友出去玩啦！
妈妈 ： 会有多忙？一星期才那么一次的 meeting，会拿你多少时间？
我 ： 不要啦，要考试了。
妈妈 ： Haiz， 好心你啦！你现在都不知道以后会做什么工，难道现在读的每一科都会被派上用场吗？
我 ： 我不知到会否派上用场，可是SPM肯定会考到。
妈妈 ： 你不是要读中六啊？在SPM里，考够分数进中六就可以了啊！到了中六选科后，才专攻那几科，那才叫有用。况且，以后做工所须要的知识，有些在课业里学不到的！参加多一点活动，见识多一点，肯定有帮助。只会死读书，不会apply，有用啊？
我 ： 难道就不用管SPM啊？那些多余的活动，有时间才打算啦！SPM考完才参加也可以啊！我又还没超龄。
妈妈 ：你除了读书，还懂什么life skills？Cycling， cooking，drawing。 dancing， singing，你擅长哪一样？乐器你会几种？电脑知识你又懂多少？现在给你机会接触新事物，你也不要。
我 ： 我没有说不要，只是迟些。
妈妈 ： 你会？听着先！

一技之长真的重要吗？

弟弟抢了妹妹的个人资料簿来看，妹妹讽刺他。
妹妹 ： 你会看meh？香焦人！
妈妈 ： Janice a， 不要以为懂华文就很厉害啊！整天perli 你哥哥！你妈我也不懂华文，还不是能养活你们。
弟弟 ： 我会用华文写我的名字K？ 虽然我不懂华文，可是我现在学着法文，跟你们还不是一样？你们会用法文写你的名字meh？
妹妹 ： Hergh！ 还不是姐姐教你的！
我 ： Kenny a， 这里不是法国，不用懂法文的！
弟弟 ： 这里是大马， 不用懂华文的。Chinese is an extra subject here！
我 ： 你是华人也！
弟弟 ： 我是大马人！首相也说过啦，不要有种族歧视！We are Malaysian。
我 ： ............

有何妙语应回他? 不然老是输给他, 很不值!

P/S 我知道我们的对话有点无聊, 可是我的家庭就是这样....Wakaka.....

~CNY~

Today is the first day of CNY,I get lots of angpao...so happy...haha...but also not as much as gwen's lah...sad...but,what makes me the most happy is,I can gather with all my relatives...they are so funny...especially my cousins...
I did have fun with my nephew and niece...they are so cute...and of course,I took some pictures with them too lah...
I've drank lots of red wine today,which contains 12.5% alcohol...I drank almost half of it...hehe...plus a carlberg beer...all this is influenced by my old cousin brother...he's very funny...he said,he was just giving me some experiences,next time if somebody wanna teach me bad,tell thm I'm already bad...swt!haha...all the reasons he said...
After I drank it,my whole face became very red,and they all said not bad...haha...no need to put blusher already...next time wanna drink it again,more than that...it feels good~ but...i got a little bit headache......took a nap after came back...
The vintage of the wine is just 2005,but,it costs...81 bucks!so expensive...my uncle got many bottles in his refrigerator...
Besides that,my relatives also gambled...at night...my third aunt,'bee bee' won a lot of money...she's gonna treat us 'wan than mee' already...haha...but my little cousin brother...haiz...he's insane...kept making noisy while me and my cousin sis were talking to my aunt,and jump here jump there...like a monkey...thay all called him...'suo huan'(hokkien) haha...
While his brother is "奸人耀"...the last word is his name...everytime when he lose,he go away,then,when he won,he smiled,and danced...but in overall,they are funny...I enjoyed myself today...I like CNY~
Well,I'm here wishing everybody healthy and happy forever...have a great yearin the year of rat! =)

0202

I should be happy today, but early in the morning, i loose my student card again. Is again! It is the second time i need to renew it, the 1st time i put it into the washing machine , the second time i loose it during the journey to prangin, Haiz. Meet up with Gwen and Shirlyn then~~the two pretty girls before going to queensbay. Thought that joce willl be late again. But surprising that, she didnt, and even arrive earlier than us with jin ling. Emm...but still being A BIT LATE when we meet up. haha... there is only 2 colour of shirts we are wearing~~black and white.Nice ya.

Suppose that we will be able to watch the sweeney todd today, but then just realising that it is for those who are 18 above. What to do? Give up la!!! Later walk round and round in queensbay. Whats for? Searching for the sweensens restaurant. Everybody is hungry that moment, especially shirlynn. Pity her. Emm..the food there still ok. But the price kindda too expensive, Nevermind! we expected ad. RM 182 ++ for six people, 30++ each. What do you think?

Yi warn went skating later on. Joce bought a new clothes then. After all, nothing special. Just window shopping. I was looking for a pair of shoe in prangin, unfortunately, i didnt suceed. may try it tommorow. By the way, i like gwen's bag sooooooooooooooo much. It is a silver bag with some pattern.Emm... dunno how to describe the bag ad besides that. It is raing heavily when we wana back, wet through if without an umbrella. Luckily my mum wait me at the bus stand without i ask for it, so touch! haha....i Should be gald for that.

Below are some dialogue between us:

When we are shopping
Amy : 金玲, 我真的觉得你越来越美了, 身材又棒! 羡慕你咯!
金玲 : Amy, 你很 addidas 咯!
(Jin ling, I still dont know why will you related it wif addidas )

When we are watching other peoplr skating
Gwen : 那头发很漂亮的女生蛮美的.
Amy : 哪里? 你看到她的样子吗?
Gwen : 没有, 因为她头发美啊!
Amy : 拜托! 头发美的, 样子不一定很漂亮啊! 你的头发也很美啊.....
(Oops, offence her already. Luckily, she didnt mind it that much. But i really just joking la, u luks great today, really d. )

When we are having our lunch
Shirlyn : 我要付多少钱啊?
Amy : 你酱紧张干嘛?
金玲 : 因为她怕须要当掉她NIKE的鞋才够钱付!
Everybody laugh....

After a few minutes
Gwen : 裳坪吃到很开心咯!
金玲 : 因为她够钱付, 不用当NIKE鞋嘛!
SWT!!!!!!

p/s still gt much memorable dialogue, bt i cnt rmb all...do remind me if i miss out sth ya.

All the pretty girls

Sweet