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Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Attached: Eternal Flame/Atomic Kitten



Eternity
This word came to life in front of my eyes.
This happened two days ago, when I saw an aged couple waiting to cross the road.
As it was the afterwork time, the road is pretty much filled with speeding cars.
I offered help to the old couple which was kindly turned down by the old man.
Moments later, the two of them strolled hand in hand crossing the road with some difficulty.
The husband felt the importance to protect his wife, even in his weak condition.
The incident had brought tears to my eyes, it did.

I've always envied the relationship of old couples that lasts for a lifetime.
Eventhough they were not given a chance to choose their partner, usually they ended up very much in love with each other till the edge of life.
The book I'm reading now, entitled The Gathering by Anne Enright, too, stressed on describing the love of her grandparents, that were still engaged in their world of love and care, at the age of 90s.
Nowadays the rate of divorce is so high that, someone once told me a total of 75% marriage will end up in seperation.
Being brought up in a divorced family, I have long forgotten what it felt like to see, trust and believe in eternity.

I may be exaggerating a lil bit too much, I may emphasize too much on eternal love. But,
Thank you God, for once again bringing back the feeling, the sense within the heart of a teenager that was lost for a long time.
Thank you God, for letting me witness such a heart warming scene, I truly do.

Saturday, March 1, 2008

M not equals to W

God has created us human beings, each with their own intelligence. Perhaps,a lil' bit too much for one person. It's not really a fair deal, you know? Sometimes, we tend to forget that, the world is not only made up of one person, indeed it is a society, a place filled with people's unity. A human being should understand that, instead of just a 'ME' word, there is a 'WE' too. Has anyone realised that the 'M' is just an inverse of the word 'W'? By just inversely placed the alphabet, it can actually be changing the whole meaning of it. Hard to believe small act brings lotsa differences huh? And yes, by realising this, shouldn't we keep to ourselves that we should be unite, believe and trust in the word 'WE'? And in order to achieve that, isn't it approprite for us to learn on how to tolerate, accept, cooperate and so on? And not just applying only the word 'ME' in life and hope on others to surrender to just you huh? Maybe, today, as you read through, you will be saying that I'm making this a big deal, and denying that you're such a person. Someday, someday, you will know, and be grateful of what we did, for you.

A lil' note from me:
My parents named me and my sister, me as Karwen, my sis as Karming. In which our initials are spelled as 'KW' and 'KM', the inversed word 'M' and 'W', I guess, they're hoping us sisters to be united too?

Sunday, February 24, 2008

The Most Annoying TV Commercial



Feb 24th Sunday Star's Beijing Express article declared this heng yuan xiang's 1 minute commercial as the most annoying commercial ever made in China. I actually laugh my head off through out the 1 minute period.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

这星期

只有一个字形容这星期——晕。

星期一晚上因忘了某项假期功课,只好熬夜赶完它,搞得隔天上课时,睏极了。尤其是物理课!
在物理自修的时刻,马上趴在桌子睡着了,物理老师还敲了敲桌子把我叫醒。
这一敲,真的把我给敲醒了,过后的几节课都没再打瞌睡了。
Thank God!
那天回家后,睡了超长的午觉,结果晚上失眠了。

隔天,
星期三还是一样,无精打采,第一节——道德节时把功课搞到一团糟。过后不知怎么的就精神起来。
过后同龄辅导团聚会,
因为忙着跟家雯和裳坪讲话,而没注意听老师解释关于升学的东西而被训话,
说我不负责任,
很不爽她,也不知哪来的勇气,便顶了她几句
“老师你也在讲座会进行时睡觉啊!”
糟了!这下糟了!
结果我又被训话了——是更长的训话。
聚会后有红组练习,大热天操步,
那天,累透了!
晚上又忙着做功课,结果又2点多才入睡。

星期四,
我妈可能因为情人节而太兴奋了,
结果看错时间,把5.30 am看成 6.30am,
无端端把我叫醒,我也以为睡迟了,看也没看时钟便跳了起来。
到最后才知道我妈看错时间了。
只好吩咐我妈泡咖啡给我——咖啡不能多喝,会失效!
那天上课时,真的超精神!做起功课也容易得多。
补习后,我在补习车上被气哭了!
是被气哭了!
本来心情已被那些“过度活跃”的小孩在车上又奔又跳又喊而变得很糟了,
哪知....
补习在6.45 pm结束,我 8 点才回到家,气得我流泪了。
真的被气哭了!
早知如此,我走路回算了,走路都不需要1小时!
回到家妈妈还骂我干嘛酱迟?
就因为她要把剩菜给整理,说我在耽误她的时间!
一气之下,就没吃晚饭!
晚上,本来已睡着了我被拜天公的鞭炮声吵醒了。
那时的我真的很想喊出来!!!!!!!!

隔天还是一样——爱睡!!!!!累!!!!
到了星期六,幸好一切都称心如意!
忙了整个星期的做寿司活动终于大功告成!
真的松了一口气!

Friday, February 8, 2008

无聊

跟妈妈的一段对话......

妈妈 : 邱公司龙山堂有一个青年团,会搞很多有趣活动的,你要参加吗?
我 : 不要啦,我没时间!
妈妈 : 你做什么大生意啊?没时间?我比你忙都还有时间!你没时间?
我 : 今年功课很多, 很忙!况且,有时间也跟朋友出去玩啦!
妈妈 : 会有多忙?一星期才那么一次的 meeting,会拿你多少时间?
我 : 不要啦,要考试了。
妈妈 : Haiz, 好心你啦!你现在都不知道以后会做什么工,难道现在读的每一科都会被派上用场吗?
我 : 我不知到会否派上用场,可是SPM肯定会考到。
妈妈 : 你不是要读中六啊?在SPM里,考够分数进中六就可以了啊!到了中六选科后,才专攻那几科,那才叫有用。况且,以后做工所须要的知识,有些在课业里学不到的!参加多一点活动,见识多一点,肯定有帮助。只会死读书,不会apply,有用啊?
我 : 难道就不用管SPM啊?那些多余的活动,有时间才打算啦!SPM考完才参加也可以啊!我又还没超龄。
妈妈 :你除了读书,还懂什么life skills?Cycling, cooking,drawing。 dancing, singing,你擅长哪一样?乐器你会几种?电脑知识你又懂多少?现在给你机会接触新事物,你也不要。
我 : 我没有说不要,只是迟些。
妈妈 : 你会?听着先!

一技之长真的重要吗?

弟弟抢了妹妹的个人资料簿来看,妹妹讽刺他。
妹妹 : 你会看meh?香焦人!
妈妈 : Janice a, 不要以为懂华文就很厉害啊!整天perli 你哥哥!你妈我也不懂华文,还不是能养活你们。
弟弟 : 我会用华文写我的名字K? 虽然我不懂华文,可是我现在学着法文,跟你们还不是一样?你们会用法文写你的名字meh?
妹妹 : Hergh! 还不是姐姐教你的!
我 : Kenny a, 这里不是法国,不用懂法文的!
弟弟 : 这里是大马, 不用懂华文的。Chinese is an extra subject here!
我 : 你是华人也!
弟弟 : 我是大马人!首相也说过啦,不要有种族歧视!We are Malaysian。
我 : ............

有何妙语应回他? 不然老是输给他, 很不值!

P/S 我知道我们的对话有点无聊, 可是我的家庭就是这样....Wakaka.....


Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Caution: Read at your own risk

Define suicide.
A short term of which it is an act of killing/taking away one's life.

Suicidal attempt is strictly banned in all religions.The gods of every religions created life and it's one's duty to appreciate and live it to the fullest. And, life of a human is so valuable, such that it is priceless, that no one has the right to take it away, nor the owner of it.

A friend who wasn't very close with me, just killed herself by jumping of a building during the holidays. That's how she ended her life. Wouldn't it be too cruel for someone to stop living for just after 16 years of living experience? As she left no wills, none of us are able to understand her motive on her act. So, I'll have no further comment. Just a simple thinking, it's stupid to self-killing.

Sean Kingston Jr.'s song Beautiful Girls, mentioned on suicide issue too. The lyrics proved that in his (or the song writer's) opinion, being dumped or used by girls, is a matter worth guys' precious lives.

That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

There are days when I spent my after school time waiting, I managed to eavesdrop on the conversation of some junior-stage girls. It occured to me one day, that what they were discussing, they were avtually comparing with each others on how many cuts they're able to slash through their smooth, flawless arms. A best pal of mine, too, cut through her forearm with an amazing number of more than 50 cuts. As what she told me, it was an act of her to release her anger after an arguement with friends. Gosh, I was thinking, when will they realised that bleeding just won't heal a heart's hurt or save a friendship? Though all the slashings and cuttings using penknife are yet to be considered as suicide, it still proved that if one's unable to withstand pressure, but hoping that self-torturing will solve it, then, it is undeniable that one day that person will have the courage to kill his/herself, or worse, killing somebody else.


Suicide will never get anyone to heaven..they don't even deserve to be in hell.

This is a real photo taken from a school mate's friendster. Isn't this the dumbest torment anyone can do to his/herself?


A very short passage on suicide issue. Been exposed to too many of these issues nowadays. At least I'm taking the right path to release the pressure. Teehee.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

如水的友情

今天上了开学3周内的第2堂华文课,同学们都被掉换位子,原本已混熟的邻居们都被拆散了,编排新座位的班长很了解同学的交情,因此同学们的新邻居都绝对不是好友。
而我,保留在第一排(高度影响),与右边同学不熟,整两节课都把身子偏向左侧
这30分钟的华文课,是两年来上得最专心的一次。
老师发问:友情与水,有什么共同点?
同学们都各自给意见:
水随着环境改变,有高盐分、纯净,朋友也是如此。
水会流动,会平静,友情也如此。
水有清澈、浑浊的,交往也不免会交上善、恶之友。

犹记得,小学时期教材都强调 - Air sangat penting kepada manusia.
水很重要,友情也一样。没有了友情,我认为,人类是无法生存的。
上帝创造人类时,也没只造亚当,忽略夏娃。为啥?因为伟大的他,不会让人孤零零,没有朋友。
浏览他人部落格的时候,常会发现一些无病呻吟、叹无爱情无法活出人生等意见。
试想想,在成长阶段中,未有情人出现前,诸位不都是以朋友为重吗?
如果把一位少年的时间分为两分,75%的时间将会是与朋友在一起,与家人相聚的时间只占屈屈15%。
在往另一方面看,好朋友是一生之交,即使往后的日子大家各分去路,10年后双方再度碰面,曾经分享的美好时光,也不会忘怀。
由此可见,友情与水,是生命中不可缺少的。愚蠢之见,我宁以友情排第一,家人排第二。

中一科学第一课 - Matter:Water changes states according to temperature.
水在不同温度下,会凝固、溶解、蒸发,改变形态为冰、水、水蒸气。
在人生的各个阶段,每人所结交到的朋友都不一样。
小学时,幼稚的我们,常来“你不跟我好,我不跟你好”“我们一起不跟她好”这一套。
再稍成长,大家就脱胎换骨,开始有自己的一党,而男女也能打成一片,共同完成了小学生涯。
上了中学,渐渐的,一起进入中学的好友,也渐渐地产生了距离。过了一些日子,各自交了新朋友,曾经一同手牵手的玩伴,见面时再也没有话题,嘴角的微笑成了替代。
出了社会,上司与同事、同事与同事,再也没有友情之论了。在职场上,各自都为了私人利益而竞争、自相残杀、背叛,也是人之常情。所谓的 '朋友',最后也被视为敌人。

珍惜您眼前的每一位朋友,因为求学时期相识的同伴,才算是真正的友情…友谊万岁!
美仪、征绘,我们将会是一辈子的死党!! ^^

Thursday, December 13, 2007

热衷于黑夜

我这人, 很奇怪
我害怕寂寞,但却偏爱自个儿享受夜晚
对于那些了解我的知心们,相信都晓得我爱熬夜,考试时更爱彻夜不眠
我偏爱黑夜,假期的开始更令我有机会“善用”它
在失眠的这几周,我总爱在家人入睡后,一个人在阳台享受夜景
对我而言,凌晨3-4时是良时,因为这时候夜,最静了
我穿着寒衣,耳机响着轻音乐,我把脸趴在矮墙上,欣赏着路上久久一次闪过的汽车,
某种莫名的鸟类也爱在这时候鸣叫,不时也会传来轻轻的吵架声,狗儿嚎叫声等
啊~这就是享受
宁静、凉爽、无污染、沉寂的片刻,也就是我的世外桃源!
我承认,我是自私的,所以我爱独占夜晚…绝不容许任何人跟我争!!


漆黑的夜空,伴着万物入睡,可有谁想到我会拍下这一刻?
邻近的一栋祖屋,也只有屈屈的一间房亮着灯
凌晨3时40分的街道,空无一人
唯一的印藉餐厅,24小时为众人提供饮食服务

Saturday, December 8, 2007

MYSOR 208

I saw those picture accidently..
Thats why i post it here...
haha...
dats hw i look in form 3....
n gwen too...

Gwen,
Still remember how we been force to wear that "nice looking" baby-t??
and we been scolded by miss wong that day??
dats what she said "keep attending those activity la, later miss my maths lesson again"..
haiz..
Somemore we need to bring that baby-t to skul...
whats for??
so that we change it...
and take d photo for the MYSOR project...
swt..

Anyway..
i did learn a lot from MYSOR project..
and get the chance to know lots of friend from different school...
and of course..
i gain lots of benefit..
at least i gt to go KL 2 times for free...
haha...



somehow feeling weird





the time we been force to wear that shirt
~~still gt ppl extrmely lyk d shirt, dunno wats d reason too..

Sunday, December 2, 2007

我会有好日子过吗??

昨天接到一通电话,对方是由Bossini Prangin Branch打来的
我被录用了!
两天前,姐她在拒绝这份工作时无意间提到:“那你们收不收16小孩?”
就这样,我亲临此店,填了一生中最长的一份表格 (其中我还偷缩短某些部分 XD)
2007年12月17日~1月1日,我们家将会空空了
毕竟,姐不在,我也开工了,妈咪也工作去了

回想起去年,PMR的那一年,同学都在忙着念书,我却被妈咪被叫去当餐厅招待员
到了年尾,同学们都在relax时,我又到书店工作了..
(我当时都还未达到批准年龄哦!)
为了工作,我放弃了好多,包括代表学校参赛,更没机会与好友们聚聚了
没办法,妈咪她就是赞同我们俩姐妹乘早吸取经验,为将来出社会的日子作准备

我的遗憾:
~12月18日比赛那一天无法出席,学妹们抱歉,我会为你们打气的
~ 12月24日的圣诞前夕我要失约了,绘对不起
~12月31日新年前夕我又要失约了,仪我会为你生日作出补偿,你来探班时我请你吃Secret Recipe蛋糕,好吗?

接下来的16个日子将在这里度过,祝我自己好运

Saturday, December 1, 2007

对不起, 我们太严厉了

在短短的两周内, 6位执委学妹将代表我校红星月会出赛了, 地点就于Free School
也许她们把比赛想得太简单了...又或者说, 她们太有自信了, 简直不把比赛当一回事
看着中四执委领导的团体渐渐还毁灭了, 难道你们还不想在接手前把团体搞好来吗?
给予你们机会代表出赛, 既是吸取经验, 也让你们见识他校的厉害, 乘机偷私搞好团体,
何乐而不为呢?
在这两周内, 学姐们都在为你们奔波, 甚至比你们更忙, 别人还当成是我们比赛, 你们又是否知道?
你们在烈日下练习, 我们就没陪你们晒吗?
你们学急救, 我们没在一旁指点错误吗?
难道你们尚未发现这段日子来, 出席的中四执委也只有 燕, 林, 真 和 我 罢了吗?
你们还在以为学姐就是欠了学妹? 我们不教你们是罪过?
错了!!!
你们不肯读书, 对我们也没影响, 顶多还不是临场丢脸...
你们脚疼不能操步, 我的脚也是发炎了还天天骑铁马回校...
你们说我们不试着了解, 可你们也没开口投诉?
一切都是借口!
今天那场训话, 希望你们落泪是值得的, 代表着你们醒悟了, 知错了...
也别再气哭学姐了...我们走了你们也不好受的

也许我们今天太严厉了...在此说声 "抱歉", 这是唯一方法了

P/S 试想想, 明年我们毕业后, 身为接手人, 你们希望下一代以这般态度对会你们吗?

Monday, November 26, 2007

Untitled

To me, being young is everything I need in this cruel world.
And I guess they will still be some that support my point of view
Youth is not something that we can hold on to, yet it flew past us in the blink of an eye
As spoken by others, being in the Sweet 16 year is when everything changes, I mean TOTALLY
That's when we grew up into a more mature world, grab hold of our own life and make decisions and have the courage like never before...
So, why not to try and accept new things, than keep burying ourselves in our little world?
And maybe one day, as time passed and passed, we look back and think, "How did I ever dared to miss the chance huh?"
Girl, hope you'll never ever regret the choices you made today, and if my real spoken words meant nothing to you, I hope you realised it here.

三更半夜了, 也不懂我为啥还不去睡? 5小时后归校...yahoo~~

拼图




两方的相识, 是缘分托的福

能如天赐般相配得天衣无缝

是因双方之间的互相配合

试以拼图为例子

它也有凹, 凸之处

若所有拼图都是四四方方,也没"前凸后翘"

完成后更不会稳固, 一碰即散了



美仪你所说的, 要互相迁就, 对吗?

Friday, November 16, 2007

Its Good To Be / At Least

It's good to be young
At least we get to enjoy youth to the last bit
It's good to be old
At least we'll forgo childishness and start thinking maturely

It's good to be relaxed
At least not everyone appreciates naps anymore
It's good to be in stressed
At least we will be motivated in our lives

It's good to be sober
At least we will be guilty of the mistakes we did but not regret it
It's good to be drunked
At least let go of everything is good once in a while

It's good to be animals
At least we see food chain as problem
It's good to be humans
At least we argue in the form of speaking, not quacking

It's good to be dead
'Cause as we're born naked, we'll gone naked too

BUT
It's good to be alive
Better than anything else

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST
Amy hope you wont be stressed over those things anymore, after all its holiday now.
Call me if you need anything, I'll be there for you.

Monday, November 12, 2007

Where the Trios' names derived from.

Amy
is a given name, a variant of "Aimee", which means beloved in French, from Old French amede, from Latin amāta, feminine singular past participle of amāre "to love". The name may also originate from French Ami, which means friend.
Amy can also be a diminutive of "Amelia". Amelia is derived from a separate root word, the Germanic amal, "to work."

Jocelyn
is a surname and first name, generally female in English speaking countries. Variants are Jocelyne, Joscelin, Joslin, Josslyn, Joslyn, and Joscelyn; people that have this name may find it is often misspelled by others.
The name derives from Josselin in Brittany, France and was introduced to England after the Norman Conquest. For the Jocelyns of Hyde Hall (near Sawbridgeworth), see the Earl of Roden
In French, however, particularly in the French-speaking Canadian province of Quebec, the spelling Jocelyn is exclusively male. Jocelyn Thibault, a male professional hockey player from Quebec, is the most well-known example. The female counterpart is spelled "Jocelyne."

Gwen
is a female first name meaning "white" in Welsh, from which the names Gwenllian, Gwendolen, Gwendolyn, Gwendalynne, Gwenfair, Gwenffrewi (Winefride) and Gwenhwyfar (Guinevere) are derived. Guinevere was the legendary queen consort of King Arthur. The name Guinevere may be an epithet – the Welsh form Gwenhwyfar can be translated as The White Fay or White Ghost (Proto-Celtic *Uindā Seibrā, "white phantom" or "white fairy"; Brythonic* vino-hibirā; see also Ishara).

Monday, November 5, 2007

Welcome our two stunning babes~

Intoducing 2 of Nokia's newest babes! Still not yet in Msia's market yet, coming soon though.
Both are multi-purpose phones with a lot of cool features such as:
Nokia N81:
~ Slider phone
~ 8Gb memory
~16 Million color 320 x 240 screen
~ Dimensions 102 x 50 x 17.9 mm; 140 grams
~ Bluetooth and 3G
Nokia N82: (My choice)
~ Monoblock phone
~ 16 Million color 320 x 240 screen
~ Dimensions 112 x 50.2 x 17.3 mm ;120 grams
~ Bluetooth and 3G
~ 5MP Camera!! (I'll buy for this!)
Nokia N82


Nokia N81

Catching the wrong sight

我目睹了一件, 我不该发现的事,
天知地知, 你应不知我知..
躲得了一时, 也躲不了一生
这样下去等于是你自己步入沼泽
泥足深陷, 等到你想回头时, 也许太迟了吧?
朋友, 别再让自己堕落下去了
看着你这样, 我们都不好受的
尽早回头, 好吗?

Sunday, October 28, 2007

疗伤的心

不欲放弃, 却无从下手
又或是说, 再也没办法挽留这段没结果的感情了
问题的存在, 不在于没被发觉, 而是你我都不肯面对
残酷的结论..我无法订下
再这样拖延下去, 又能维持多久?
一周.. 一个月.. 一年?
写出来, 你也看不懂, 而我更没勇气说出口
我选择放弃, 好吗?

Monday, October 8, 2007

深~~~

雯和仪的短讯内容:
(闲来无事, 翻出了和美仪的旧短讯)

仪: 这些事你不用担心了, 船到桥头自然直

雯: 船, 不临时矫正, 就永远直不了.... 还是, 干脆不靠岸, 不回到桥头了

仪: 不靠岸只是暂时性, 迟早都得靠岸啊! 世上并没有不靠岸的船, 想好了, 考虑好了要靠哪个岸也不迟啊!

雯: 还是, 我愿永不靠岸了, 跳入河水中, 会更好...

仪: 你要难为自己我也没办法, 为什么非得自讨苦吃?

雯: 人生, 就这样.. 很苦, 但, 人人有苦自知, 唉~

仪: 亏你还知道, 无论如何, 相信你的心, 它是你最佳的官!也祝你早日得到幸福和快乐

也许, 离开你, 对你我都好...

Friday, September 28, 2007

Friends Are Eternity

A new friend that I just met this year made this for me!!
I was really touched as she and I are not very close yet she puts in effort to make this.
It kinda makes me wonder, if I will be able to have such patience, and creativity to beautify my memo book next year huh?
Thanks a lot for this, Sharlynn. May our friendship lasts forever.

History of her...
I knew her started from Form 5. That time I sat "Ah Chek's" car...
Debbie intro it to me... Mwahaha
She's very sweet and friendly..
She's cute...

Hmmm... Her studies also very marvellous wan orhx!
Get straight A's in PMR (2006)... Not bad oh!


(Lolz..of all the things about myself that I dont know.)


My name is 郭佳雯??
History of me? XD
That's me in Full-U!
Early in the morning..I looked pale.